Wanting you

As I try till my last breath
Too be right, you always take me wrong
With the blood draining from the memories
I’m left alone and weak to die.
But don’t want support
Don’t want any disgust.
With no more guilt in my heart.
For unsuccessful trials
You stay away।


With my head rested on my arm
I sit in the dark corner of my room
Feeling lost and lonely
Feeling innocently troubled
With nobody around
I just sit alone.
Waiting for a knock, or may be sound of your foot steps
But disappointment is what i hear
And It will prevail for ever.
I seek permission to dream
To fly way, to find my own world.
To do what I want to do.
But the chains of denial crab me,
strangling my neck as i try. 
Not able to move
I just scratch my skin.
It bleeds, but no one to care about.
I weep, but no one to soothe me.
They will dry on their own.
They will disappear.
I will be alone, just sitting in my room.